Friday, August 25, 2006
11:53 AM ● BrOkEn...

Heyy,
Im not going to post much, someone backstabbed me and my hands are shaking too badly. I wrote another poem cos I needed to let my feelings out, the title is: Confessions of a broken heart

You have no idea how much you hurt me
I thought you understood
How I felt
But I was wrong

I saw your true colours
What were you?
A self-indulgent freak
Who never cares for any ones feelings

Your actions hurt me so much
Do you know?
I hate you
I hate you so much

I never want to see you again
I never want to talk to you again
Because to me
You don't exist any more

Go ahead
Block out all sources of me
I don't care
You are nobody to me

You care so much for yourself
And you didn't even bother to consider my feelings
As a friend
Are friends supposed to do that?

You blamed me for what went wrong
But do you know that I was a victim too?
Friends don't do that
Do they?

I used to think that you were my friend
Looks like I am too gullible
To be taken in by your actions
I will never forgive you
Ever.

I don't wanna talk to that person ever again, im not going to say who it is, but you know who you are. You hurt me so bad, these things can never be forgiven. Don’t ever ever speak to me again, jus get out of my life, jus... get out. Im going to delete you from my memory, like what you are going to, and erase all sources of you ever being in my life. After some time, I suppose we will just forget about this whole incident and everything will return to normal...I hope.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )