Wednesday, August 30, 2006
6:43 AM ●

hello,
fongyi wanted me to write a poem 4 her based on her situation now which is such an unfair one that i feel like punching the guy 4 her. haha. anyway, some parts of it are somewat similar to one of my previous ones entitled forgiven cos the situation wat somewat the same so... ya. here's is the title: Love me, love me not

We used to be best friends
What happened to you?
How did you become like that?
Is it because of me?

You used to love me so much
But now I feel so used
Like as if you loved me
Just to make someone feel jealous

Why are you so unfair to me?
Is it because you are sick of me?
Is there someone new
Who has replaced me in your heart?

I used to think you understood me
But I was wrong
You are a selfish brat
Who cares for no one but yourself

You treat me like your toy
As if you can just play with me
And throw me away when you get tired of me
But do you know that I have feelings too?

I want to hate you
But I can't bring myself to
Because I love you so much
Do you?

You did all this and asked me to forgive you
And I did
But how many more times
Do you want me to endure this torture?

I don't think I can stand this anymore
Stop doing this to me
Or I'm never going to forgive you again
Ever.

its somewat repetition but yeah, cant help it, she is feeling the same way i did before anyway, hope u guys still like it,if u wanna read a full story go to this url: www.breakmyfall-.blogspot.com
i had a big problem getting fong yi to tell me wat went on in the first place after much persuation and telling her my story. haiz, nvm she can be really stubborn sometimes (no offence fongyi). gtg, bye!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )