Friday, September 29, 2006
8:16 AM ●

heyy guys
i was mugging so not much time to post but i wanted yall to read this new poem i wrote, this is it, the title is: Rejected

You gave me so much misery in my life
Made me feel like I didn't mean anything to you
And yet
I still loved you

As I was laying in bed one day
He came in and I was forced to pretend
I couldn't hear
Or see anything

I overheard your conversation
And it broke my little heart into two
You gave him something
That was meant for me

Did you know how depressed I was?
Or how rejected I felt?
I guess not
You have never been sensitive to my feelings anyway

I worked hard my whole life
To make you happy
I showered you with love, respect and gifts
Except when I irritated you with my incessant chattering

He, on the other hand
Didn't have to do anything at all
All he had to do was to ask for it
And you gave it to him without a second thought

How unfair is this?
I wanted to scream at you
I worked so hard to please you
And you just threw it aside like nothing

Maybe it's because I gave it to you
So routinely
That you expect me to give it to you every time
And you look at me with the same indifference

I wanted you to treat me
The way I treated you
With respect
And love

When you broke that statue
I took the blame
Thinking that you'd be grateful
But I couldn't be more wrong

You told me that I was stupid
And I broke down
You comforted me as if you didn't really want to
And I knew you did it only not to get scolded by mom

If you've realized now what you've did to me
Then it's too late
This used to be love
Not anymore
This is
WAR.


hope yall like it, this person really hurt me a lot and i needed to let it all out. anyway, gtg, bye!

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )