Friday, March 30, 2007
11:00 AM ●

heyy
i actually wanted to post to let out my frustration of the incident on thurs.
i actually forgot alre
but when ping zheng told me that qh and pl complained to her abt me (which is expected)
but it kinda reminded me
so im frustrated again.

i know my attitude sucks sometimes
but you can at least try to understand
when im like that
means that im supposed to be left alone
and can you try to understand my feelings
and not jump to stereotype me
it makes me very irritated to know that you not only did not understand yet did not at least TRY to.
and even if you didnt
you would at least know that something has happened to me to make me like that
and that you would not bad mouth me and say that im F***ing irritating
i thought that as a good friend
you would see the warning signs and know that i've alre exploded
but NO
u remain oblivious
or choose not to
i thought i knew you
sadly i realised that i dont
i seen through you
and your biased-ness.
you think im going to tolerate you forever?
im not
and when i explode again and this incident repeats itself
the separation is permanant
if you read this
you will probably just think its thrash
and say you dont care
but see how i react in school on monday
you will understand.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )