Sunday, April 08, 2007
9:46 AM ●

crap..
i thought i was over it
sadly i realised i was not
i dont know why i couldnt answer you when you asked me
a million doubts are racing through my mind
my emotions are mixed
so mixed that i cannot tell one apart from another
i am confused
very confused
i dont know what to do
but you like someone else
and yet..
i felt inclined to say yes
but at the same time
another part of me opposed strongly
i felt like a toy
do you know that?
yet i still wanted to say yes
there is something wrong with me
i didnt use to be like that
i dont know if your love was meant for me
or was it meant for someone else who has taken up residence in your heart
i need time to think
think of the things that are...
just think...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )