Saturday, May 05, 2007
7:57 AM ●

heyy ppl..
combined training was nice..
we got to practice morotae (i dont think i spelt it correctly)
and i learnt to do harai properly
which is a good thing
but
im feeling depressed

you didnt know how much you hurt me with your words
i was shocked.
dont tell me you dont have any feelings for me at all..
i dont believe
i dont care if i get hurt again
i have to be with you
no matter what
your heart is cold you tell me
but i dont believe
and you say you are uncaring towards everything around you
but yet you tell me to please give up because you dont wanna hurt me
you are contradicting yourself
dont you know?
i dont want to believe
i just want to drown myself in a world of self denial
refusing to accept cold hard fact
i wanna know the truth
the real truth
not what you tell me
but how you really feel
i cant make you tell me
but i really want to know the truth
and i dont want you to lie to me
please dont...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )