Saturday, May 05, 2007
9:34 PM ●

i cant do it
erasing you from my memory was not as easy as i thought it would be
i tried and failed
but its still there
everything that we've been through together
just everything
i love you
though not in that way
but as a brother, a friend whom i can look up to
you are so important
dont you know that?
i guess you dont
i had many things i wanted to say to you
but i waited too long
and now you are gone
only leaving traces of what used to be in my heart
hating myself wont do any good
i must try and mend this broken relationship
mend it
so that you will come back to me
i hate to admit this
but i miss you so much
although it has only been one night
but i wondered why you let me go
so easily to competition
i guess you thought it was better
then there would be no one to distract you
or maybe you were hurt too much with my words
i can only guess
for i do not know what is going on in your heart
nothing is right
but i will make it right
make it so that it would be the way it used to be
where you loved me and i did too
and everything would be back to normal...
normal...
i wish...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )