Sunday, May 13, 2007
9:24 AM ●

i hate you.
i didnt think you would do such a thing
i never in my whole life come across such a person
who made me feel like this
emo, depressed
watever you call it
the feeling inside me is too horrible to bear
the ugliness of it
would be tragic if it were let out
i cant take this anymore
i will numb myself
make myself indifferent to everyone
except a certain someone
but that someone isnt you
it will never be
numb myself
until im ready to take it all
and i'll face it with strength
courage
determination
and prove that I WILL PULL THROUGH
and that you will NEVER gain my trust again.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )