Friday, June 08, 2007
11:29 AM ●
i guess i couldnt take it anymore
i wrote a poem
its the 1st poem i've written is ages and ages
i suppose its cos its the 1st time im feeling that really so depressed in a REALLY long time
i named my poem
FOGOne minute you were there
The next you weren’t
One day you were there
And the next you weren’t
I turned
And you disappeared
Leaving me in the fog
Oh! How thick it is.
I am lost
In the everlasting fog
Of sadness and depression
It engulfs me like a wave
Overwhelming me
Until I cannot breathe
Suffocation is near
But I know I cannot give up
Not just yet
I will search
And search
Until I find a way out
Until I get back
Back to your side again
And when I do
The fog will clear
I will see the blue sky
And the beautiful bright sun
The sun will give me all that I need
Warmth and light
Just like I’m hoping
And hoping
That you will give me what I truly
Truly need from you
Your care
Concern
Love isn’t necessary
I just want you back
I want to hear your voice
Yours and yours only
And we can talk
Just like last time
Where it was
The longer the better
And we can laugh
Together
Just like last time
Where we shared jokes and things
It will be enough
Really.
This,
Is all I want.
But the world
It isn’t about what I want
It never was and it never will be
It never…
will be…
