Friday, July 27, 2007
12:03 PM ●

i guess it just had to end like that.
blame me all you want.
but i just couldnt take it anymore
i guess you didnt know the rumours did you
so many
and i
found no more reason to ignore them
cos you yourself should know
they're true
i cant believe wat i ever saw in you.
understand?
i dont think so.
i dont even know why this happened
maybe we just werent meant to be
i dont wanna care anymore
i really dont.
but why do i still?
guess its cos i've always loved you so much
until i found out
that all of it was just a fantasy
a dream that i never wanted to wake up from
and now
i fell hard back into reality
and realised
the truth that i've been denying for so long
gut instinct they call it
no wonder.
i was wrong
they were right
i cant believe i trusted you
and you never did trust me did you?
mutual trust is most important in a relationship
and we didnt even have it.
one sided.
will never work out
and part of the blame SHOULD go to me
because i initiated it
but
no more could i take
the more i heard
the more disgusted i felt
the more pain i experienced
and
i just gave up.
i couldnt tell you
it was something that you were meant to find out yourself
but i guess there wasnt enough time.
i didnt give you enough time
to repair
to salvage the damage
but i guess its all over now
you belong to another person's world
but not mine
so from today onwards
i dont know you anymore
and i daresay i never did.

michelle died. on 27/7/07. goodbye world.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )