Friday, July 13, 2007
11:45 AM ●
MOONLIGHT You seemed so distant
Now I know the reason
I can’t believe what I did
I wasn’t myself.
You did so much for me
Sacrificed so much for me
And yet
I threw you aside like a rag doll
You helped me whenever I had troubles
Told my counsellor for me
So that the both of you could help me
Help me so that I could be what I was suppose to be
Your sunshine.
But I wasn’t a good sunshine
I gave you nothing but troubles
Troubles and more troubles
And time and time again, you solved my troubles for me
I hardly noticed them
Because you did it so discreetly
And never expected anything back from me
You just wanted me to be happy
But then came that fated day
Where I misunderstood your intentions
I ignored the signs that you wanted to be left alone
And tried to drag you along
Maybe I just was being stubborn that day
Or maybe I was just in a bad mood
Harsh words flowed out of my mouth
Like nothing
They pierced through your fragile heart like an arrow
And made it bleed
They made your tears fall
Like pearls of rain from the heavens
I finally realised what went wrong
Where it went wrong
I had forgotten one simple thing:
To take, you must first give.
I regret now
Regret so badly
But I can’t change anything
Just pray and hope that you would forgive me
With this one phrase
Dear moonlight, I’m so sorry,
For everything I have done to make you sad
To make you suffer in silence
From today onwards
I’ll be the perfect sunshine
Give you what you need
What you want
And the moon and the sun will be in the sky
Together
Forever.
