Saturday, August 25, 2007
9:58 PM ●

arghhhh
i dont know why the freak hell i've been feeling so darn emo lately.
its like this horrid feeling inside me which refuses to go away
no matter how hard i try
the funny thing is i dont know who/what is causing this
somehow there's this funny urge inside me to hurt myself
as if it would make this pain go away
thankfully i have friends who care
who would be extremely horrified if i did anything to myself
otherwise i think i'd be dead now
they're... the only reason i live
i dont want to feel this way anymore
i need to do something
but what? how?
i dont know.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )