Sunday, August 12, 2007
11:14 AM ●

seriously i cant stand it anymore
i cant take it
your probably thinking i've gone mad but i've not
everything i've ever done
is just,
nothing to you
i cant even do anything to defend myself
just stand there blithely
and get vulgarities hurled at me
and sometimes even more than that
i hate all this.
i might not be able to survive another one of your attacks
i might not.
please dont do anything to me anymore
please dont.
scar-ed all over my body.
the most prominent one on my face
a horrid jagged streak down
forced to lie about it everytime.

& i'm so grateful to him. cos he's always there for me and I'll never forsake him. ever.
just a real big brother. love ya.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )