Monday, October 22, 2007
2:16 AM ●

i'm feeling so empty
feel as if no one cares
no one really does care right?
yeah. im right
this is so wrong
im so cut off from the rest of the world
no one to talk to
no one understands what im going through
there's no one to tell
i need you
so badly
but
i cant reach you
you're only a phone call away
and yet
i cant bring myself to pick up the phone and dial those numbers
what's happening to me?
i dont feel like living anymore
all these thoughts and emotions
are so much to bear
and i've no one to share them with
someone save me
everything threatens to engulf me like a wave
like a smothering blanket of smoke
i cant breathe anymore
i feel like a walking corpse
no feelings
no emotions
just numbness
so numb...
im dying inside
and yet
no one comes
i just wanna end it all
end everything
so that i'll be in bliss
peaceful bliss...

someone save me...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )