Monday, October 22, 2007
2:39 AM ●

ok. i dont wanna emo
so yeah
the DAMN amelia and charmaine
guess what they did =.=
they threw cotton down my SHIRT
RAWRRRR!
and then i went to assault amelia
DAMN IDIOTS
i was screaming like hell
and even worst when i realised it uh.
went into somewhere. =.=
DAMN IT!
i dont think its there anymore though
*checks shirt*
GRRRRR.
they are gna get it from me
I SWEAR.
shit.
i gotta relax.
im angry
and happy
and depressed
and confused.
can you imagine someone who's laughing and at the same time crying
well that's kinda like how i am now
so imagine how weird it is
but the funny thing is
in front of all my friends
i act happy
i seem happy
i seem to not care about a single thing in the world
but in reality
i feel like exploding
telling all of them to get away from me
cos everyone who's been with me
will know that i always hurt people i come close to
the closer you are to me
the more painful it is for you
i need to isolate myself
everyone leave me alone
i need to put my flame out
extinguish it
so that it wouldnt be able to burn anyone anymore
no more...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )