Monday, December 17, 2007
2:36 AM ●

"QIAO SAYS: HELLO HUMAN BEINGS ;D"
well.
im back from thailand.
actually i wanted to post a happy post you know.
i was so excited to tell everyone bout all the shopping i did
bout dream world
bout the sky coaster which was so fun
but my mood got affected by some stuff.
cant believe how much has changed.
and it's been only one week.
how fast the times move.
i desperately hope for someone online who can explain what's going on
i just came back and im so confused
what's going on?
i dont know.

my mood swings are getting more and more violent.
i dont know why.
i'll scream or yell at anyone who in the least irritates me
i hope this is temporary
i really hope.

they say misery loves company.
and loneliness is always looking for a friend.
hope they both dont find me.
i dont want to be loneliness's friend
neither do i want to accompany misery.
someone save me please.
there's no one here for me.
everyone's changing.
im so scared.
that i might lose myself in this new world.
among all the people that i once called my friends
who have now evolved to a new stage
and left me behind
leaving me to fade into nothingness.
i want it all to rewind.
back to when everyone loved and was loved.
rewind...

where were you when the world stopped turning...

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )