Saturday, January 12, 2008
10:21 PM ●

My whole world is upside down
And there’s no one here who understands why
I don’t know why I act so tough on the outside
But on the inside
Im crumbling into nothing
Tears fall like nothing at night
And I cry and cry not knowing why this has to happen

The mere memory of you has tormented me for so long
Everytime I think I’ve forgotten already
Something new arises to remind me of the past
Its like my heart which has healed partly already
Is re-shattered
And everytime this happens
I’ll lose a piece of my heart
And now
My heart has a hole in it
Or maybe
This is retribution
For what I did to you
All those little times my heart shattered
Is equal to that one big time where I shattered your heart into a million pieces
And then you were never able to piece it back properly again
Im so sorry.
I had my reasons.
For which you would never understand.

The end is near.
And yet nobody cares.
I guess I deserve it.
Well then good luck to me
Im going over the edge of the world.
Goodbye.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )