Friday, February 01, 2008
8:18 AM ●

wonderful chinatown trip!! :D:D
it rocks!
super fun!
i want to post pictures blogger also dun allow!
nevermind i post another day!
i alre uploaded most into my com!
:D:D
well we mostly spent time taking photos of course!
(its a photography trip!)
and then me and jiemin shared a grape malt candy on a stick! YUM!
the pictures that i took mostly not cool!
i HATE digital cam!
i want the other kind!
the big and bulky kinds which rock!
KONICA MINOLTA! ! ! <33
WAHLAO.
i posted liao then the com ate up half my post.
SHIT.
nevermind.
anyway just to summarise what i typed just now im gna fail my geog and IH in class assignment
DIE.
and i also thanked jingfang and sarah lee MEI en for finishing the bio SIA lit review without me!
okay then.
im super wiped out.
i havent slept well this whole week thanks to hw and pingzheng just left me to take an eq quiz!
here's are the results:

You have slightly above average EQ - with room to grow! You are likely sensitive to the emotional climate of the people around you - your peers, friends, family and key clients. You are well aware of the effect your behavior has on others. Still, while you may be adept at tuning into others and their needs - you must remember your own! Don't be afraid to honestly communicate these difficult needs and feelings. The world is well stocked with martyrs - it doesn't need any more! Think also about your passion for work (or whatever constitutes your main roles in life - manager of people, doer of tasks, 'meeter' of clients' needs, etc). We spend countless hours in our given roles - sometimes without much joy or satisfaction. In the process we become tranquilized by the trivial. Sedated by the small details of life. Sure, the laundry needs doing, the groceries need getting, the kids need chauffeuring, the deadlines must be knocked off, but we also need to stop and remember what gives us great joy and meaning. If we fail to remind ourselves (on a regular basis), we risk becoming hostile and cynical. We lose our purpose. And this translates to a diminished ability to be effective, at ease and fulfilled. Areas to work on: Ask yourself: - What situations generally create tension and stress for you? How are you handling these situations? - What negative thoughts play over and over in your mind on a regular basis? Are these a true picture of reality? - Are you afraid to share your needs and feelings with others? Is it because you are taking care of everyone else - being a martyr - or acting 'the strong, silent type'? What 3 things give you the greatest meaning in your life? If you work on gaining clarity in these areas, you will move toward maximizing your full potential and finding greater effectiveness, happiness, and fulfillment in your life. As William James said: I have no doubt whatever that most people live, whether physically, intellectually, or morally, in a very restricted circle of their potential being. They make use of a very small portion of their possible consciousness... much like a man who, out of his whole body organism, should get into the habit of using and moving only his little finger... We all have reservoirs of life to draw upon, of which we do not dream.

blah....
gosh.
ahwells.
its okay i guess i havent been really in tune with people feelings
im always kinda the one to say without thinking
so yeah
watever you can hate me all you want i dont care.
just make sure you tell me straight to my face and not backstab me.
thanks.
(not like people who are mean enough are going to listen but yeah watever)

how many fcuking times do you want me to tell all of you. IM NOT FREAKING PRETTY.
SO STFU AND JUST FREAKIN LEAVE ME ALONE.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )