Monday, March 31, 2008
9:11 AM ●

gawd my life sucks.
okay fine i didnt just realise
so?
im teetering on the verge of a cliff
and im barely hanging on
i know
just three more years and i'll be able to regain my balance
and step away from the cliff
free to lead my own life
but i must have patience
i must 忍。
because this is the only way i'll make it out alive

in my house
its like a war
and the casualties are terrific
my siblings and my dad and me are like the gallant knights
fighting for our lives
my mom is the fire breathing serpent, the foul spitting spirit that we face
each day is a fight to the finish
and we're holding out but barely.

sometimes i wonder how its like to live a life without her
it must be great
too bad its only something that i can dream about
its like a cookie on the top shelf you know?
its so hard to reach
and sometimes you can just brush it with your finger
but that's as close as you'll ever get.

i was going to continue posting
and then got a bit of pestering
and so now im too distracted to post anymore
but hey
i got called a fucking bitch in return for calling someone else big mouth
and you dont see ME getting so worked up ==''

signingoff.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )