Friday, September 19, 2008
9:59 PM ●

i know i said i was on a hiatus. but ah who cares.

sometimes i really think people take me for granted
this whole thing freaking doesnt make much sense
i dont even think im making sense

i sigh.
am i not good enough for you?
maybe i was right when i said i wasnt worthy of you
most of the time we dont even talk
maybe i was right again when i said our personalities clashed

this whole thing is putting a lot of emotional stress on me
i dont know how much more i can bear
maybe its because of the exam period
maybe its just the stress getting to me
or maybe im just pms-ing.
who knows?

i think im at the root of this whole thing
maybe if i go away it'll all stop
stop and leave me alone.

people think im tough
i like people to think im tough too
but sometimes.
i guess even superhumans like me
cant prevent the tears from flowing.

and you dont even know.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )