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Friday, February 27, 2009
9:25 PM ● sorry im just not perfect enough to be your friend. but then again, if you had considered me as your friend, maybe you would have told me straight to my face that you totally cannot stand me anymore and have been looking for an excuse to avoid me. is a single mistake enough to make someone act like this? i dont think so. avoiding me already before this, never informing me about anything that's going on in the group till last minute, and you say i dont take initiative. sure. blowing your top at me just because i didnt understand what you just said, just because i wanted to clarify. sure. im supposed to cope with friends who think of me as something, as an annoying bug which they cant seem to get rid of fast enough. sure. i admit sometimes i dont really think, but what i dont understand is why you chose to tell me at the very end. why? sometimes, i wonder if you'd always bitched about my attitude to someone else. why didnt you ever tell me anything? you expect me to see what i did wrong, why i deserve to be treated like an outcast when i dont even recall doing anything to you. is it because i didnt take initiative? just one incident. are there more? you should have told me. if only you had remembered that i am only human. too late. im just sorry that i ever considered you as someone i loved. |
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