Monday, April 06, 2009
6:23 AM ●

sighh.
im really quite bored of life.
there's nothing much to live for.
everyday it's just me and the same old crap i have to face.


of course.
there ARE some things to live for.
but they're slowly drifting away from me
i do not want it.
but it is, in a way, unstoppable.

most of everything that i've been living for has been taken away from me.
my sim card, my ipod and the people around me, CERTAIN important people.
i suppose it is all my fault.
but all the same i cant help but wonder.
about, well, certain things.

convincing myself that i live for my own sake isnt working very well.
im trying.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )