Wednesday, May 06, 2009
9:36 AM ●

gahh i want to be happy but i really cant.
not when my mom is so restrictive.
i cant go ANYWHERE.
all i can do, is study study study night and day.
all the fun i've ever had in my life
was without her permission.
why. WHY.
why does everything have to be so screwed up.
i cant have a NORMAL life.
i see people around me, they're happy
no controlling moms.
sighs.
bong is making a lot of sense.
i guess i just have to treasure whatever i have now.
and well, then i guess i will treasure the time spent outside my house more than anyone
just because i dont get to go out much.
treasure.

well anyways.
i've gotten my fixed braces!
it didnt hurt much in the beginning tho the process hurt like crap.
but now it's starting to hurt a lot.
and my brother says its going to hurt a hell lot more tomorrow.
i am so dead.
i'll be eating porridge for a least a week.
OHNOES.
sigh.
AND I DONT WANT TO DROOL BECAUSE OF BRACES!!!
(ben i seriously hope this isnt true, for me at least ><) and.
I TOOK TWO HOURS PLUS AT THE DENTISTS
and thus could not go find bong after that ):
ohwells.
another day maybe.

having braces gives me an excuse not to eat veggies :D b
ut then later i might get constipated.
OHNO.
nevermind.

i dont feel like thinking much now.
and i have a feeling i screwed up my written assignment for math.
mdm leon needs to see me tomorrow morning.
sigh.
probably have to redo or something.
and i lost a lot of my worksheets for chem.
HOWHOWHOW.
man i just realised i am in so much trouble.
nevermind.
i am going to chiong geog >< yes im not done.
and then probably go to sleep i am dead tired.

byebye.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )