Thursday, April 01, 2010
12:55 PM ●

i. wonder how much more of this i can take.
how much longer. i'll be able to stand this.
you're just. not there.
i want to not care. i want to make it all go away. i want to stop thinking about it. i want to stop putting on a mask for everyone to see. for you to see.
because it hurts, and it takes up so much energy, to smile, to laugh, when everything inside me, is just hollow.
i dont want your pity nor your sympathy.

all i want is you. right here beside me again.



xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )