somehow coming to this place has somehow made it harder for me to trust people wholeheartedly.

its like somehow it's now a lot clearer when people make excuses to..

not go

or not be there

or not talk

it makes so many seems so..

shallow and superficial.

it makes you feel so.. unwanted

so cast aside

so used. 

it totally sucks when i can see the difference in the way you treat me and the way you treat other people.

i bet if someone else whom you know better came with you

you wouldn't even have bothered to talk to me.

srsly.

don't make excuses.

dont wanna go? don't wanna talk? 

tell me to my face.

don't make excuses.

and then contradict yourself. 

like what the hell.
it feels as though you're only talking to me because if you don't
you don't have anyone else to talk to.

somehow coming to this place has somehow made it harder for me to trust people wholeheartedly.

its like somehow it's now a lot clearer when people make excuses to..

not go

or not be there

or not talk

it makes so many seems so..

shallow and superficial.

it makes you feel so.. unwanted

so cast aside

so used. 

it totally sucks when i can see the difference in the way you treat me and the way you treat other people.

i bet if someone else whom you know better came with you

you wouldn't even have bothered to talk to me.

srsly.

don't make excuses.

dont wanna go? don't wanna talk? 

tell me to my face.

don't make excuses.

and then contradict yourself. 

like what the hell.
it feels as though you're only talking to me because if you don't
you don't have anyone else to talk to.