sitting here in challenge of change class in the morning wondering about certain things.

i realized that there is a certain something that's going through my head almost every single minute of the day.

and it's not even a conscious sort of thought.

it's more like it's always there kind-of-thing.

it kinda astonishes me how my brain manages to do that when usually i have problems multitasking.

but ah wells. 

i am hungry. 

i've decided to make the most of my time here since there isn't much of it left anyway.

it suddenly occurred to be how close we are to the end.

and it scares me that i have to leave everyone.

i dont wanna think about it.

i shouldn't.

either way.

today's gonna be a good day(:

sitting here in challenge of change class in the morning wondering about certain things.

i realized that there is a certain something that's going through my head almost every single minute of the day.

and it's not even a conscious sort of thought.

it's more like it's always there kind-of-thing.

it kinda astonishes me how my brain manages to do that when usually i have problems multitasking.

but ah wells. 

i am hungry. 

i've decided to make the most of my time here since there isn't much of it left anyway.

it suddenly occurred to be how close we are to the end.

and it scares me that i have to leave everyone.

i dont wanna think about it.

i shouldn't.

either way.

today's gonna be a good day(: